It seems to me that some Christians will read what you have written as yet another crafty attempt to “justify the devil” in the eyes of men.

“Satan” is a human invention. This is the “personification” of all the negativity that exists on this beautiful planet.

You simply didn’t know who to “blame” for what was happening, and you didn’t find the strength to take responsibility for yourself.

Thus, “Satan” was created as a “scapegoat” for blaming sins.